Am I Alright?

I will admit I am having a hard time sleeping since someone came into our house when we were sleeping. Yes we did buy alarms on the windows and the doors downstairs we also bought stuff to block the windows so they can only be open so far.

Ever since it happened I go to sleep but do not fall into REM sleep. I am only sleeping half the way. Worried if I will hear the alarm on the windows or not if someone did try again.

Okay I will also admit that I am a little psycho or maybe a lot psycho too because I do not want to touch anything that they have touched. I don’t want to keep my purse or wallet so I will probably sell it on Craig’s List which really is a bummer because I really did like them. I did not even want to sit on the love seat that they stepped on to get into our home until I cleaned it okay my husband cleaned it.

I still am not angry with them and still feel really stupid for setting us up for something like this to happen. I just want to have a good night’s sleep again. I want to feel safe in my home again and not be scared if I am going to hear the alarm again. I am hoping that all this will pass in time.

I am not sure if there is anything wrong with me or not. But if you all have any ideas I would love to hear what you all think.